“It’s Not You, It’s Me”
BIBLE READING:
11
Samuel 4-7
We all know the story of how God struck down Uzzah because he touched the holy
Ark of the Covenant, but why was God so angry? To begin with, God had
given them strict orders that they were not touch the Ark in Numbers 4.15.
Secondly, they were also given specific instructions on how to transport the
ark in Exodus 25.14. Uzzah and the Israelites had disobeyed both commands
when transporting the Ark of the Covenant. Therefore, God certainly has
the power to punish disobedience in any way He deemed fit. After this
sudden act of God’s justice, the Bible tells us “David was angry
because the LORD had broken out against Uzzah” (2 Samuel 6.8). Why
is David angry at God? The Bible doesn’t give us an answer, but we can
infer a few things: First, maybe David feels God misunderstood him.
David believes that he has good motives and feels God is overlooking the bigger
picture. Secondly, David must feel humiliated. His celebration with
30,000 in attendance has ended with disaster, placing God’s faith in David in
question within the eyes of the people. When we look at it from our
perspective today, David has no right to be angry. It was David who
messed up and not God. So that begs us to ask the question, is it okay to
be angry at God? Well, if we ever do become angry at God at least we will
be in some good company as David was also angry with God in Psalm 22.1-2.
Most of the entire book of Jonah is about Jonah’s anger and frustration with
God. Job also has stressed anger with God in Job 16.7, 30.19-20.
The answer to the question seems to be yes, it is okay to be angry with God if
it brings you to a correct understanding of things. First, being angry at
God can be therapeutic and good for our prayer life. However, we must
understand that God is never wrong, and His will surpasses our feeble understanding.
Secondly, it is okay to be angry with God if it brings us to an understanding that
our anger isn’t about Him, it’s about you. When we go back to the story
of 2 Samuel, after the incident with Uzzah, David instructs the ark to be taken
to the home of Obed-Edom. While in Obed-Edom’s possession God
blesses all his household. Maybe God blessing the home of Obed-Edom was a
way of God saying to David, it isn’t Me who messed up…it was you. My
presence still brings blessings when you obey my voice. However, if you
disobey, you will be punished. The Bible is clear that when David
hears of the household of Obed-Edom being blessed, he then seeks to bring the
ark back. Yet this time, He is following the correct commands. At
some point in our lives, our faith will be at a weak spot and we will all feel
anger and frustration with God. That seems to be okay, if it brings us to
an understanding that our anger is really more about us, than it is about
Him
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